Sorry If I don’t post for a while since my internet is a five dollar whore. -_-
Plus I just don’t want to post. What’s the point anymore? What’s the point of even living anymore?
So since the last time I’ve cut myself I’ve had to get more meds, so I’m now on three different pills. I’m so triggered right now and I want to cut but I’m fighting the urge. I just keep thinking “No no you have friends, family and a boyfriend!” but then theres teres that one part of me that’s screaming “CARMEN FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ALREADY!” I’m so completely done with this bullshit.
I really want to go to Promstuck this year but I can’t…xD Not old enough >:C